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i guess some people are just made to disappoint. oh well. whatever floats their boat. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2007|02:24 am] |
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| | pictures of you ~ the cure | ] | i've been looking so long at these pictures of you that i almost believe that they're real i've been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel
remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how i always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go
remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but i never see anything
if only i'd thought of the right words i could have held on to your heart if only i'd thought of the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you
looking so long at these pictures of you but i never hold on to your heart looking so long for the words to be true but always just breaking apart my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you
god i love them soo much. beautiful song. hung out with miss katie tonight which was grand. i ate for the first time in 3 days, woohoo! saw joe, tatum, and zach....we totally need a major math/sci reunion. it would be grand. saw "juno" very good movie. i see alot of myself in juno. minus the preggers part. ha. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2007|10:08 pm] |
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[Dec. 28th, 2007|05:27 pm] |
:( i took prynne to get her shots today....and found out that grizzy (anne's english mastiff) had to be put to sleep because he seizures had made him severely neurologic. he's the entire reason im getting one this summer...he was such a good boy and had been through so much. ...
today is a sad day. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2007|10:37 pm] |
random thought of the day:
one of my favorite movie's in the world...the wizard of oz is nearly 70 years old and the majority of the actors in it were born in the 1800's. that's some crazy shit. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2007|07:00 pm] |
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[Aug. 21st, 2007|06:42 pm] |
im taking my GRE's again tomorrow...wish me luck.
ill update this later....cuz stuff's changed since may... |
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[May. 16th, 2007|11:04 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] | so...im sitting here reviewing words for the GRE tomorrow...and all i can think is "who the fuck uses words like this?"
i mean...come on, why test us on the most random ass words. |
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[May. 2nd, 2007|05:55 pm] |
Ok... so, let's see if I can explain this.
i have 2 jobs. one at a rehabilitation hospital and one at the Vet School. Today while I was at the Vet School, I found out that I got promoted to working in CPL in which I will be doing more vet-type stuff (drawing blood, anethesia, intubation, etc) which is a DREAM to me. I told the woman I was available T, W, and Th all day, and Fri mornings. Sounds great, right? Well...I just got a call from my boss at the Rehab hospital that the woman who is fulltime for Rehab Tech is quitting, and Annie (my boss) wants to offer me more hours. Ok..so...here's another detail, im taking classes this summer. First summer session (5 weeks) I am taking an online class which I dont think will be too bad, then...second summer session (another 5 weeks) I am taking the online class (it's a 10 week course), microbiology and it's lab, and then....a class that i really wanted to take but dont need (parisitology).
So...I dont know what to do. I think as much as I dont want to that ill end up dropping the parasitology class. boo. but ill have to take it again in vet school no matter what. .............. but now... as far as the hours for my jobs...if I didnt have school, I would easily work 70hour weeks no problem because I love my jobs soo much, but...with classes, I just dont know....grr.
im stressed. and its not good. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2007|10:06 pm] |
so in july...i'll be the proud mommy of a pair of these:
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